The Thirteenth

The Thirteenth
If you're close enough to me, you must have known that I ever so want to be a psychologist and a teacher when I grow up. I have a struggle within myself that I now don't want to be much of a caged girl in my family. I grew up to be a very shy and timid girl with a lot writing passion but no internet connection, no boyfriend allowance, not even cooler gadgets to own by myself.
I see this 'home girl most of the time' as a positive & negative things to have, because I learn about the emotions on psychology that's happening around me just by listening to the voice intencity, the sound of action bouce, or by what feeling that echoes into my heart. I have trusted since then that home is the best place to start learning and living out for your passion.
At the other hand, I regretted this situation because I could not freely have a relationship I wanted to have, or join communities and competitions I am tend to join to upgrade my friendship, talent, the pain of suffering, and experience  because my parents forbid me to do so much of useless activities without pursuing for my school life first.
But the number thirteen is truly an amazing number for me. Besides the experience I had on my life, this number which has been a cursed number for the world but a perfect number for me had given me beautiful memories to keep.
My first love I had was when I was in the age of thirteen itself. I had a wonderful experience that year, and it brought me this experience and life learning skills in learning about boys by the rules of psychology. I also had my Glow13 signature, taken from my soccer jersey number and class shirt.
Thirteen is not just a number for me now even though I didn't worship it either. It is not a number what people think it would be. In fact, I have decided to keep it as my all-star number because from this number, I got both my lessons and experiences to take until I become an expert psychologist when I'm older. -red
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