Tomorrow's expectations

I am a sports freak lately; but not yet an addict. I'm not gonna be one anyway. I took the most commitment in terms of it lately. A lot of my times in a week will actually proceed through sports even though maybe it doesn't appear to be everyday. Yeah, I have just realized that.
Firstly, I thought I'm only gonna have 2 kinds of sports for this semester which were mini soccer and a universal sport due to school activity. But then when we had "floor ball" actuvity at sports class, I was directly interested in the game as they offer me to join the extra classes for floorball every Fridays after school. I kept joining mini soccer in the end because I have already fallen in love with it; but floor ball too? I guess Imma gotta give it a try anyway.
Second of all was swimming. It is actually nothing out of my school's law to do this, this is just me and my dad's idea in order to get me taller and slim.
I have just taught for another reason after floorball: I want to make my brain equal in terms of sports. After I played with my foot on soccer; I want my hand to also do something like smashing a ball with the stick or something. So it's equal, everything had some work to do. Universal sports and swimming will actually combine every body movement right; like when you learn basketball, then you learn gymnastics, etc etc? So I still think it's equal.
Even though it's just sort of a 4 times sport a week, I have realized nothing until I remembered the days I'm going to do it: mini soccer on Thursdays; sports, floorball and swimming on Fridays. It was a kinda full house timetable. Still, I didn't regret the choices I've made neither I'd say I'm a sports addict because I have just tried some new things and decided to give it a shot. I'm just a sports freak; to have most time at school because I really enjoyed it now since I felt so lonely at home.
Nothing about sports really bugged me much except one, and not until I force myself to do all the sports (on floorball) and swimming afterwards: my right side of tummy (under the breast until before the hips) was sick. Man, it was the worst feeling you could ever get if you have to grab something from the bottom and pull it up. Nothing describes it more than the feeling you got yourself. But it is painful if I am permitted to say.
But then, I wouldn't just give up on sports just because I have my sore body! To be very honest with you, I really like sports now. For me personally, it helps relieving me from test and homework stress; also because it helps me to loose myself and remember nothing but the rule. I enjoyed so much of my time on it and finally understood why boys love them, even if I can't ever play as good as they are. It is simply their passion for the game that always kept them alive.
The day after today expect something from me if I am brave to take such commitments. I am tend to do it all over again in the next 3 months. It's not gonna be that hard, isn't it?
I may not have expected that tomorrow will bring me too much of a good, but I do hope that tomorrow expects me to do everything as I said; no but's, no no's, no I give up's. Well, maybe I do hope it brought me a little good, but if I already have the best year of my life last year, why can't I have it again now? It repeates until I finish school, ain't it? I just have to know that tomorrow expects something outta me, something of my best quality to shine. And I gotta admit, this life is too short and too fun to spend it with less passion for sports.
As much as writing have changed me since I decided to start it, then sports will do to. I will not say I am hopeless, but I will say that I have just not reach the best I could do for the thing that will evolve around me 'till my very last breath. -red
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"Triple the sports: futsal, floor ball, swimming" -via: @gloria_1307
 

CITRA SETIANA, THE SONYA CARSON OF MY LIFE

My mother is so much of an inspiration for me. While some other mothers would have no time for their kids, my mom is always there for me no matter what. She has pass down so many things that she owns, and she is my true role model in most of my actions.

            This is my mother. Her complete name is Citra Setiana, but most of her friends just call her Citra for short. As her daughter, I call her MOM. Mom is more of a thin woman, relatively calm and funny in her everyday life. Her hair is quite curly and she wears glasses. Mom is not a really tall person nor short, she is medium in height but I can’t tell her exact height. I am so much like her in so many ways especially because I am a girl; but people can always tell this to us that we are the same in one majoring characteristic: up-lighted. Both of us can easily gain friends by just smiling or talking with someone (as I have told you that my mom is actually funny but I wonder why I am not as funny as her even until the day I wrote this down).

            My mom is a really caring person, and she is quite epic. Why did I say she is quite epic? Well yes, as a woman, she is very VERY tidy. She can’t stand any messes in the house, maybe even when the floor wasn’t even that dusty. But yeah, I like that characteristic of my mother. About her caring, she has shown me her caring through the charities she have done around the neighborhood, and she made an example for me of how to also care for the people who are in need. She also cares for her big family either from her side or from my dad’s side. Next, my mom has a strong interference character. When she says she’s not going to give up on something, it is usually right. In other words, I can say that my mom is extra persistent. Also, she is the most loving and understanding person I’ve ever meet in my life. I don’t know why, but maybe because she is my mother. Her blood somehow runs through my veins; all these years.

            My mother has also influenced me various different ways I have never thought of before. She taught me to have a good lifestyle as in keeping your promises, clean, how to be ‘a woman’, and so many else in terms of living. In the other hand, she also taught me to pray and always have some personal quality time with God besides going to church every Sunday and devotion every morning in the classroom. I think that she have never realized how much she have influenced me all over her life, but she seem to do it effortlessly; especially on being on time, well-organized, and keeping promises as said. I know that she wouldn’t be happy if she knows that those examples she has given me are just a waste. So I have to work harder in order to achieve what my mom makes me achieve. I wanted to be like her – in all the good ways.

            I always remembered her caring and love for me when I was sick, and now that I am a senior high student, we spent more or less worse times than when I was in junior high. She is pretty much busy helping my father’s business while I am also busy doing my assignments and learning for the upcoming tests. But in every mean time we have had, we always share a lot of things and she motivates me a lot in the “trouble times”. She would say: “Your lifestyle determines your character. If you want to achieve something, pursue it like mad. You know what you’re after right?” That one particular sentence always had me back on track; fighting for my dreams again and again.

            Above all, I understood now that my mother is the Sonya Carson of my life. As much as Mrs. Carson had always inspires Ben Carson to continue his life, my mom did the same thing for me. Because as far as I have known, the mother who have given birth to me loves me more than any other woman could love me; even more than those I know care for me. I believe her with all of my heart and I pray to God that He will always give my mom all the courage, wisdom, and faith she needs to run the household once more time. Thank you mom, I am truly proud of you and I love you.

WHAT I WOULD LIKE TO GIVE PEOPLE FOR CHRISTMAS

What would I like to give people for Christmas? Well I don’t know. I have never thought of this before in my life; seriously. I am 16 now, and I have been thinking about it lately since I really want to do something about this and it is also my task for my highlight of the month, so I am really willing to do it.

            If you ask me about what I wanted to give for Christ, that would be easy. I would say that I wanted to win lives for Him and have them to join cell community. He has given me His life, so I would give Him something in return that maybe is no equivalent to His life. But it is worth the try you know. But for other people? What can you give to them?

            Aha! Maybe I can give those people presents like candies; but will they actually remember that gift? Will it be memorable enough? How about food? Would they appreciate my gift? If I give food to the poor, maybe yes, they will cherish it so much. But what if I give it to my friends? Or maybe, I can give my heart for a guy. I guess that would be too early, would it? I am still so far from marriage anyway. I wouldn’t need a boyfriend now. You know, sometimes finding the right gift is the hardest thing you have to do for someone or a group of people.

            After a lot of time thinking about it, I finally come up with this final idea. Oh finally! Something to do for others! Although I am not a hundred percent sure about this yet, but I think I am meant to do this; something simple yet unconsidered as a present by other people; but I know that this is the most important thing. Do you want to know what it is? Can you guess?

            NO, it’s not a smartphone. It isn’t money either! But it is prayer for each and everyone I know! Yes, yes it is not as huge or not as important, but everyone could use a little bit of prayer from their friend, right? A small but sincere prayer can actually change a big thing!

            Now, I have decided to always pray for everybody right before I go to bed.

HOW IMPORTANT ARE HANDPHONES/SMARTPHONES FOR YOU? WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITHOUT THEM?

HAHA! I think I would have rather die without them! Smartphones are so important these days that teenagers such as me feels like we could have die without our smartphones. Some people have said that this is a century of revolution that everyone wants to be accepted through the gadgets and knowledge they have such as handphones and everything else and I totally agree with that!

            Not only that these smartphones are really addictive and important to me, smartphones also eases me to communicate with the world; especially my friends. My smartphone aren’t used only for communicating, but a whole awful lot of more usage such as an MP3 player, photography, searching, texting, etcetera. I think I love my smartphone better than I love any other thing that I have; even my favorite doll!

            What would I do without my smartphone, now that’s not an easy question to answer? But I guess I will be more productive and creative without them in order to reach my need in communicating with my friends such as e-mails, letters, or even just simply playing to their house in order not to miss any information I need to know upon school tasks. The word ‘productive’ in my perception due to the ‘not having smartphone’ is doing more work at my weekend when I’m bored because when I have my smartphone, I can text or BBM® my friends when I have nothing to do. But if I don’t, then maybe I could have made some home-made cookies or lemonade, or having some courses to fill my empty hours.

The disappearance of the smartphones can also simply mean less going out and stop the routine of making sudden decisions with your best friend. As you can see, when you are very extremely bored at home without anything to do and then suddenly your best friend ‘PING!!!’ you and ask you to hang together around with him/her, it’s like suddenly you can feel paradise of happiness coming to get you.

Basically, smartphones are really important to me and I still think that I would die without them. By the way, thanks for asking this question.

MY PASSION

If you ask me about my passion, I would say that my passion are teaching and learning about human’s behavior. In other words, learning about human’s behavior is known as psychology. Maybe people say that I am really good at my leadership and I am a really outgoing person that I should be a part of the country’s council when I grow up, or study law, or even become a person in the public relations department. I have thought of it a few times, but I realize that it wasn’t my passion; it wasn’t something I really want to see myself become when I grow up. I wanted to live my passion that God have given me, which are psychology and teaching.

            Teaching itself wasn’t a regular teaching at private or public schools that I have wanted, but teaching poor kids in an untouched village in Indonesia. I want to make a difference through my life through my teaching. I feel sorry for those kids for not having enough money to go to school and even to eat when they actually have the spirit to go to school and achieve better knowledge. Sometimes it’s just the facility from the government that hasn’t reached them. God had put this dream in me since I was in third grade of elementary school; so I am so sure that my calling is in teaching.

            Also, why psychology, you might ask. Since teaching doesn’t profit enough money, I was thinking that this could be an alternative to have better income. But that doesn’t apply now since I have found the real passion in me for it. I am a really outgoing person and I love to be friends with people and learn about their specific behavior. So then, I thought to myself that I can help people who stress with their personality by becoming their best friend but as the same time also being their doctor or psychologist. Then I could help them to get back to the right path and hopefully to the knowing of Christ.

            So, there goes my passion. I wish to live my passion alive when I am older; especially when I know I am here for a reason. I think that every person have the right and they ought to live the passion of their life without being judged right of wrong.