Drive Safe

Drive Safe
Some people have real friendship. And some have their fakes. But through all those, we must have learn much.
I have a bestfriend; her name is Karen. We used to be together at OSIS, at belanegara section in specific; which both of us have passioned about until the day we are gonna make a comeback. We do share a lot of stories, from the good times also from the bad; the sunshine or the storm. Since we have found our clique moment and spot, that was the day we know we were together as a bestfriend. The never ending story of friendhip and trust. She made me who I am when I tell her stories about people and she helped me to pour out what I wanted to tell someone, but not the world. She kept my secrets and I never have wanted to be a foe to her.
There was another side when a friend of mine actually betrayed me because she took an advantage of my weakness and tell all the bad in me to other people until they have hated me today. I don't feel good for her; but never will to be too close to her again. I have learnt a lesson from that fake stories of her. She distiguishes all the good of everybody to my eyes, except the new kids and some ol' good friends. She drive me insane just to think about it.
Besides the good friendship and fakes, there is still one other friendship that people hoped to have. It is not as usual as bestfriends, but it is the ship that brings us together solidly or simply break us apart. It is called a relationship. I have ever experienced both good and bad relationship, too, that have taught me a billion things due to boys and relationships.
The bad relationship according to me is the kind of guy I had which is a really smoothtalker and can really make me feel fly, like his words are really great. But sadly, he did not make me feel secure as a girlfriend and he could have not yet make me feel like something I can't describe that time. I know now that those feeling I had is supposed to be called as the guy that makes me feel precious as a girlfriend and a bestfriend at the same time. We did not end up wonderfully anyway, because we finally broke up. But I did learn to be not just to be friends with some people but not their foe at the same time. We did not drive safe because we drew alot of outta the zone conflict, which taught me to be more greatful.
There is also this relationship that I am still having now is this kind of relationship which starts from friendship and we felt so comfortable with each other. Then came the time where we ends in a relationship, wishing it to not end anyday. Even though nobody is perfect in this world, but I learn again to keep up my mood on relationships. It's really hard when you're tired but at the same time you have to pretend that nothing happened and even cheer them up. It's painful, hard, and worth the lesson though to practice our pokerface infront of somebody in particular that we love.
Friendship did teach me to be very careful in choosing my friends especially this year I am still separated in terms of class with my best friend and my boyfriend is not in the same school with me like the old times. I am greatful also that I have met a new friend that is really close to me now from the student orientation day at school, but I am still gonna keep my old best friendships to evolve around me.
In the end, friendship to me is like driving, where we have to learn to drive safe; choosing our path wheter going with the crowd and cross the available laws or to be different and to just safely drive, making the hitch of arriving safely at the destination. The destination might be what kind of friendship we wanted to have or something else and the driver is ourselves. Those friends is our gasoline that keeps the engine alive. Though, we have to let loose some part of them and allows more of their changes in or to our life. But we can never get enough of them. Driving save like the title I've mention does not just mean to keep them with you 'till the end but also understanding them the way they needed to be kept healthy and safe.
I understand changes as I try to accept them in my daily friendship life because I'll have to keep the friendship moving and the school life in me. It might not get easy in the next few years, but if you drive safe with your best friends, things might have just get better without your acknowledgement. -red •glow13productions•
Drive safe, yo. Drive safe