To be, or not to be!

I've been through a lot of feelings these past few months, a lot of pressures and challenges as well. AsIi was reading some of my old notes in this iPod while listening to some songs in a restaurant, I realized of how I can flashback some things that I really extremely learn back then. Some of them were actually shocking as in the things I never thought of seeing in myself at such an early phase of my youth life but was really there that time. There were moments I thought these notes were useless, but it was worthed now. I am very blessed to write acutally; it has never bore me to make myself to review my life, to learn, and especially to be better at those things I can see. Those stuff were...
One: don't seek for appreciation; give appreciation to them yourself. That's my key! But saying was easy -- it could get any harder to do in real life. Uh-huh, I admit it.
Two: God has given me the "vision" of what I see now as 'vizualize your ideas' in my sketch book. How great is our God? I was like, wow.
Three: I can make a change through the appreciation I can give for people. I know that I'm capable of this and I'll be okay if I can do this. I believe that God will make a way for me for my idea of giving other people "what they need".
Four: Some of my writings can be so sympathetic and touch people's lives. Yep; my dream book is still alive, but I haven't found my strategy to actually make it happen in the format of a physical book. I hope I can have it sooner or later after what I have written today.
Five: I am OBSESSED with certain stuffs that continually amaze me. It was an epic feeling to understand such stuffs, truly. Like Adam Lambert and Pentatonix -- who would've guessed I can be such huge fan of those great and epic musicians? But it is both for the good things that I am addicted with their music, not for anything nuts.
So, the question now is only what Martin Luther King. Jr asked back then in time: "to be, or not to be!" Whether I am going to keep the movement of my dreams to stay alive or just sitting there like a total idiot waiting for someone to make the change for you. Yep, it's have to be. -red
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