Things I Haven’t Been Changing

Here’s the thing: I haven’t change some things just yet. It has been years after that day but still I haven’t got a single clue of how can I change it. I’m stuck. That thing I haven’t been changing since my first days of junior high is… Ha! I’m too excessive.

Alright, alright, I get honest with it. I didn’t deny that fact anyways. I knew it myself too. I want to change it if I could by the way. But sometimes, to be honest, it confuses me how to be myself by not being excessive.

I get ‘too much’ of being used to the word ‘hyper’. I seriously want to get the rid of it. Many people around me say that I’m actually okay, but that ‘excessive’ part of me sometimes didn’t match.

Beside the #1 motto I had at the top of my blog which says that there’s nothing impossible (including a change wasn’t impossible), my newest motto is “Live a Regular Life”. Yeah it might sound as funny as whatever, but it works for me. I believed that one day I’m going to be better.

There are always two sides in life; I believed you already know it as well. When there’s a good side, there’s a bad one. Black versus white, shine versus rain, etc. That’s exactly how life is. Sometimes I want to be the good guy and remove that excessive part of me away. But at the other side, I just want to keep it just because it’s ‘my thing’ that not every people have in their life.

But whenever possible, I just got to be grateful of everything that I have been given in life. Not every people in this world are as lucky as us today yes? Giving your best as Christ’s child and get courage over everything that pass through your life. In one last sentence, remember this: “Be thankful to God always, no matter what happens because HE cares”. See you real soon and God Bless!