My Life Review

If I could write the best review about my life, I guess that would be you. Yes, simply about you my boy. To be honest, nobody had ever been my big crush ever since. We're..... OH SO CLOSE! I couldn't believe that I was so dumb to not realize that along these times you have been simply doing things to impress me in many sort of ways that I have just (I think) understand. Even though I know that I couldn't cherish you with all I got or anything, but seeing you smile, laugh and have your best times ever is my biggest concern.I also understand that if it DOES mean that there's the possibility of somebody else around, but I don't care,. As I said, I always had ever wanted to see you be happy. Or at least, smile. Seeing you happy makes me happy.
Now, travel back in time. Your first flirt with me I guess was just as simple when you always show me your care upon school tasks and ask me about it. You always remembered to ask me about tomorrow's homework every after school before going home. I don't know, I just felt being 'seen' by you as in also I love a kind of men like you, always remembering his tasks and being responsible for it. You're so my type, man.
The second one, I don't know if you ever remembered this occasion, but I did. It was when I was quite close with Ian and that day, it's only the 3 of us at the back of the class room, talking about something in the tasking panel and Ian was like, punching the air towards me. You were standing there beside me and said: (in Bahasa that time) "Yan, if you wanna punch someone, don't punch a girl. Just punch a man" *point at yourself*. Man,  you're so protective to me at that time! I could still remember that feeling of butterflies and happiness. I love that by the way, still couldn't get that out of my mind.
There's also a time when we chat like for a whole day long discussing about our computer paper project. I never get tired and bored to chat with you though. I had so much fun giving advices to you and stuff. At one time not long ago I also get kinda upset with you because you chose some other girl over me. But now I guess we're cool, knowing what's it's gonna profit us in the end of the day :)
Now I like you more than I ever had felt. I don't know why really, but for me it's just simply because you're always being yourself. And when our eyes met, I felt this strong chemistry towards you that was even more. I don't care even people say you're younger for how many months with me. But if that's love, we'll pay the price together. We'll do it just fine. I LOVE YOU double you :)