Left Unsaid.

As 17 years of life has almost passed completely, I have had thousands of things in my mind that are left unsaid. Dan sejujurnya it will take weeks to make me finally have the courage to stand up and take another step in life in order to move on from this one particular guy we’ve all known in the past week.

Baru seneng lagi sama dia seminggu, eh ditinggal pergi. Nyes deh.

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Untuk kali ini gue benci harus ada weekend sebelum minggu mid-test.

Untuk kali ini gue benci harus ada kesendirian tanpa ada temen belajar.

Dan untuk kali ini juga gue sebenernya benci memiliki perasaan seneng sama seseorang.

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Those sentences of my real thoughts when I went to Palembang for the first time and saw another different setting of life?

Those alayness that lies inside every person that we never let out because we are too scared of what the world will think about us?

Those feelings that were never let out to touch the soul of whom receives?

Yes, all of those things are left unsaid. And maybe to some, they were left untouched. –red

– Pictures I’m living through for now trying to remember all the good times. Our life was cutting through so loud; memories are playing in my dull mind. I hate this part paper hearts and I’ll hold a piece of yours. Hoping that you won’t forget about it –