I Wonder

I wonder if mornings will ever come the way it does before

I wonder, if they will ever come like this again.

I wonder if the sun is going to shine the same way it did after the rain fades

Does it ever made peace with the rain? With the puddles down the earth?

I wonder if the same rain will ever wash the world again

I wonder, if ever the same cloud will pass the same skies twice.

I wonder if the wind will whisper the lyrics of the same song to those who take time to listen

I wonder, do they even take the time to listen?

I wonder if the same person who stand in the podium will say the same things he said today to the generations after us

I wonder, will he still have the podium?

I wonder if our loss will mean something to them as much as it did to us years before

But then, I do not have to wonder for this one. Because slowly but surely, they will move on; they will forget us no matter how impossible it seem in the first place.

It’s crazy how the same song can trigger different memories of a place to different people.

But not in the way I see you.

It’s not you, you know.

Who are you?

Why do I not know you?

You...

You’ve been different.

You don’t walk the same confidence you always wear everytime you used to come in.

You don’t even acknowledge me the way you used to before this.

You nearly didn’t recognize me if I haven’t told you about most memories we’ve had, didn’t you?

Where have you gone, best friend?

It’s like...

A whole different person is dwelling in your body.

You are ready to forget me.

In fact, you have forgotten me if it wasn’t for me trying to make you remember.

You are no longer you.

Honestly, I want to keep wondering along with this precious world like I once did as a child.

But I guess I don’t have to wonder any further, don’t I?

Aren’t the answers clear as glass?

Isn’t it that everything won’t ever be the same?

Even if the mornings are the same, I won’t ever feel home without you; the true haven of my heart.

I don’t even want the same mornings to ever happen ever again.

No, at least not without you –red