My Night Showdown day1:

Gue emang ngga pernah tahan engga nulis kalo udah kayak gini. Inspirasi yang dateng gratis di otak dari Yang MahaKuasa ngga pernah bisa gue ajak main-main kalo udah menyangkut hajat semangat hidup gue sendiri. Inilah pertama kali gue semangat final test setelah setaun 3 kali nerjain soal-soal yang hampir sama dalam waktu kurang lebih 1.30 jam di dalam ruangan itu. Tapi untuk kali ini, gue berusaha untuk mencari distraksi baru supaya ngga tua-tua amat.

Malem ini jujur aja gue udah ngantuk berat; I have just been through quite a harsh evening di tempat les-lesan gue tadi. Setelah maksa mata dan pantat untuk ngejalanin 3 jam moles otak matematik gue, gue decide untuk nulis dulu sebelum tidur malem ini dan ngereview apa aja yang udah gue lakuin ditengah final test hari ini dan apa yang mungkin gue lakukan selama 4 hari kedepan yang masih diisi dengan ulangan sehari 2 non-stop.

Tadi B.Indonesia adalah pelajaran pertama gue. Tadi pagi sih emang ngga ngapa-ngapain selain belajar biologi, soalnya gue emang ngga kepikiran ngapain juga selain maksain diri untuk push sebelom nyesel remed. Yaudah, gue relain waktu itu. Gue bener-bener belajar. Entah kenapa, di pagi gue ngerjain soal-soal terawal BI gue, yang muncul diotak gue bukan apa yang udah gue hafalin, tapi malahan lagu “Let Me Love You”-nya NeYo. Gue nyesek. Giliran butuh banget, itu lagu engga keluar. Nah giliran lagi ngga perlu eh malah nongol. Agak kampret juga sebenernya sih ini.

Second in was biology itself and I felt good about it. I’ve tried my hardest and I realized that I can do it better than before. I really thanked God for giving me such effort on something I used to  think was my nightmare. Abis biology comes the free 50 minutes I spent with going to the toilet and typing. I remembered really well that I got very obsessed with someone that I finally made up my instict to get over it. A writer can never have some free time with just regular non-spirited numb times, can’t they? Seems to me that these kind of person always will have to find their soul someway or another in this.

Nilai sosio gue adalah nilai terakhir yang sempet dibagi sebelom ulangan dan gue cukup puas sama nilai gue. I had quite a good score, something I’ve expected. I’m glad I’m more of that social person rather than the science person.

And so, there goes my day. I had my me moment during finals. I really prayed that tomorrow brings me something good and even maybe an insider note during class time again. But since tomorrow is english and mathematics, I couldn’t really have guessed what will happen. I’ll sure see you later, dude. -red