MOMENTUM

Nobody understood this. It’s just the bond between all of us that I felt cannot be broken. I still can’t take the fact that I am finally a year 11 now, and a year went too fast. This one particular year is the worst proof how time flies. At one point, I’m glad that I don’t need to see those subjects I have no interest in anymore; but considering the fact that we all already know our classes are going to be mixed in the next semester make me sad. I may not be the most lovable girl in class or whatever but they are my family – this 21 other crazy people of 10a.

I am drowning in sadness. This year’s family ain’t like what I’ve had during my years at Tunas Bangsa, yet this one is the best felt inside my heart. Everybody was just being everybody. All of us knew that all we want is being with the same classmates we all know brought out the best of us. We already have too much in common. But no matter how hard we bugged the leaders of the school, they would not listen to aspirations – so much alike of what happens with the country’s department mess. Well yes now I understood.

They say, “live in the moment and appriciate what you have”. True, but what they do not know that the word goodbye is the worst then enjoying the momentum; knowing that in not further than today you are never going to be united again. How do they not understand the pain?

I realized that my momentum was last year. All throughout the year, I was so busy working on my tasks and focusing on upcoming tests that I forgot to give thanks for unexceptionally everybody in the class. Until it was left for me 3 months left fighting for graduation day with these kids as I realized time proofed that these guys’ appearance in my life is all that matters in the moment. I lived the moment.

Moments by moments passed by my life rapidly as this year is coming to it’s end. As every good story does, it’s gotta have a beginning and an ending. All 22 of us have completed this year’s journey and now we can taste the next year of hardship. Year 10a has been the best recruiment in all year because I finally had everything I asked for in a complete package: a family, a throphy, and a heart journey. 10a is indeed my life and the breath of inspiration I ever longed for. Thank you Mr. Lucas for the trust and all of those things you taught us mentally, and thank you 10a! -red

“gue inget banget waktu pertama kali kita masuk year 10 kita masih bego + polos  banget. Gue inget pas hari pertama kita ketemu homeroom kita selagi MOS, mr Lucas jelasin tentang kriteria dia ketika menjadi walikelas kita & si Lius dulu pasang status XA di-BBM dia. Rasanya semua itu baru terjadi kemaren; rasanya kayak tahun ajaran baru itu baru aja kita lewatin sehari.....” –Gloria Ernita; 10a