Finally! After roaming long days of learning and dreadful nights of home-works and tests, I finally found this Tuesday as a ‘Glow 13’s national freedom and hibernation day’! HAHA!
Well readers, I am considering this day as a hibernation day not because it’s an official school holiday or anything; I will even have a mathematics re-quiz tomorrow. But well, after not a really good afternoon I had today, I have just decided to take a little rest for an hour. I was so busy stressing in the last few weeks due to the closer days towards my national exams, I am forced to always work my ass off plus extra hours of learning. This means less hours of sleep.
Furthermore, after the last weekend I had, I was so crazy figuring out how I could get over the following week when there’s so much to finish and I felt that I hadn’t got enough time to finish it. I was at a very much rate depressed and frustrated with myself because I was unable to control my time wisely. I have also given up useless hours of watching television though. I don’t feel any educational value received from much watching television as what I need for the upcoming tasks.
For me, it’s a very hard time for a junior high student already. Gosh. My Bahasa teacher has just also told us earlier that in exactly two months from now all of us will face the national exams. It actually freaks me out. Wow. There’s still a lot of things to finish in two months and I don’t know how I could manage my timing or how could I finish everything in time.
At one rate, I was excited that I am going to be a senior high student with lots more to be trusted. But thinking of all of the tasks that you need to conquer as your age grows older is also the factors that made me afraid to move on. Losing your junior high fun, losing your time of going home early, more tasks, more subjects to be learned, harder lessons, turning to seventeen and much more of these burdens are slowly creeping into one’s mind. I wish I could sleep forever like the sleeping beauty and forget all about my worries. However, I couldn’t. So let’s keep writing.
At first I was so enthusiastic to think that I could actually breathe a cold breeze on my nose after having a long day today, but guess now I was wrong. I was pretty much sick, having a sore throat to be exact. I can predict that in one or two days ahead I will be more than just having a terrible sore throat, but a cough as well. Coughing is my old pal since I was little and I call it having my old issue, a coughing disease. Coughing has been accompanying me along the tiring days when I had enough to think about already. It was bad though. If I could easily escape any diseases, I would rather choose that option. I guess this sickness will teach me that health is as important as having a mutual time of sleep with learning. Not too hard learning, but equal with your rest.
Mom once said to me that I was a time worrier. That means I am always worrying about the time. Personally, the word ‘worry’ is not really a good word to describe a person. But mom describes how I had been a time worrier the way she sees it now. Mom says that I had a terrible “managing my time issue “as a branch of my ‘time illness’ and went hectic after that; just like if a tornado have just pass our house (which hadn’t happen). I had a bad timing (again) afterwards because I didn’t follow the timetable I am supposed to follow which I made earlier. I guess what mom says this time is correct when I was faced with that reason; I was cornered.
To sum up, I use my hibernation hour wisely today and I proof my mom’s theory wrong. I use it to write something and finally be a road to my success by doing what I love which is writing. Even if I am scared of certain things about my future, I believe that God will surprise me with a brighter future and extraordinary days.
What a wonderful day to hibernate and rest. I love you all…
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